Happy anniversary , if we still couple :( 

I can only say , very unhappy , sad , moody today .

Do not know what to do ...

My plan , would been achieved in today . 

And now i won't sit in front of computer and update my blogger ..

And now we should be happy want , right ?

No , already passed ... 

Impossible , I think too much !!

But make me most happy is you still remember this happened :) 

One year ago today , we are together  . 

Seriously , i do not know why i will accept you at the moment ..
I not know you so long time , but i choose to accept you .
This is the so called fate , right ?

♥

Holiday , looking for a day shopping alone . 
Yea , feeling good when shopping alone (: 
Went to midvally at the noon .. 
Buy a shoe from vincci and a comb for myself .

My darlinq friend have with me for a while .. 
I'm feel happy too.

Yea , i have cut 5 cm of my hair =) 
Suit for me ? 
My hair is very casual now , i want to save my hair ...


My holidays , it is very simple .. 
No trip , no plays . 
Just hang out and shopping only . 
That's my most bored holiday in MARCH 2011 .. 


Now i must plan for my JUNE holiday (: 
Cannot wait for the holidays . 
Vitt , any nice place to introduce me ? 
I have to play your fill ! 

♥

Back to my school life now , how to pass my school time ? 
Just feel like i going to school does not mean :( 
I can't stop my study because my parents do not agree .. 
They want me to study until form 5 . 
Gosh ! 


My simple update , 
Recently busy for my essay and karangan ... 
Alots need to copy . 










THE END .

Woots , this week is a holiday weeks !!

For me it is happy or unhappy ?
Hmm .............. 

I hope to go a trip by myself , can i ?

I think no ;(

No one agree with me ... 

Some more i so stupid and blur , i scare i lost myself  -,-

I try before alone shopping , feel not bad .
When you are most unhappy , alone shopping is the best .
But trip ... impossible i can alone go .

So , what should i do in my holidays ?
Ya , i give teacher penalty copied 10 essay .. My god ! ;(
I have to rush my essay .
Plan where to go ? I'm not in the mood to play ...
Yes , i'm not in the mood to go play .
Hard to hear i say that right ?
So less so less i will say that , unless i'm really not in the mood  T.T

♥

Sunday , went to PC fair at midvally  . 

PC fair is always the place have many people's , inside was so jam .. 

I fell in love with a camera , not so expensive . 

I hope to get it , but it's not the time to buy  =( 

I saving money , alot things to do . 

I need to control myself ... 

I just upload few picture at here ,
More picture will be upload at my facebook :)

♥

People's , please take good care of our earth .
Japan has earthquake ,  its been hit with 8.9 earthquake ..
Pray for the japan , they are so pity :(

Getting close to the end of the world ..
Is it really ?! 
You guys will be afraid ?
I'm afraid ;(
I'm not afraid of death ,
I'm afraid my wish haven reach T.T

Yes , strive for the things you want .
Cherish the time you have now .
Time is precious for everyone .
If you're humans , please protecting the earth .
This will be good for you and me ..

And i really want to say is .
For someone ,
You have said before you don't want die like this ..
You want to hold your family and me to face the end of the world .
Now , i think it is impossible T.T

I do not want to say more ,
Speak more and more injuries .
I always tell myself , everything will be fine .
Even i'm very moody , life still have to go ..
Tomorrow will be better :)






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En .. Is time to update my blogger !

I like to share my feeling with my blogger friend's :)

Remember to always follow my blog ya .

Since i broke up , i started like to cried .. 

It is i'm stupid ?

Actually i never cry , only my heart was cry ! 

PAIN TILL CRY .

Know ?

I has never been so love with a person before ..

Suddenly he disappeared from your side , you used it ?

I'm not used , 

I was impulse to go and hug you when every time i saw you ;( 

I told myself , every things are gone !

Love deeply , pain deeper . T.T

Seems i still very care about you ,

People always said i'm very stupid to do that :( 

I very care about you , but you never care about me .

Please don't say i stupid , i love him only care about him !

Do you ............ miss me any time ? 

Maybe not ? maybe yes ? 

Maybe you fell in love with someone else ? 

Maybe you're finding new girl friend ?

I don't know ... 

I do not want to know also , 

I scare i'm disappointed =(

But i should tell you , 

You have to remember , you are very happiness ..

You are the most happiness . 

Because have a girl , love you always =)

Alright , wednesday , i absent to school .. 

Sleep at home ! 

Friend's ask me to hang out . 

Yes , that's my look for that day .  

♥

Thursday after school .. 

Went to midvally with mei teng and ming zhao ! 

We almost 1 year never hang out together .

Finally , i'm freedom now :) 

Yes , i can smile . I seem happy right ? 

NO ! You are guess wrong , i'm not happy at all =( 

Only my close friend know what i'm thinking now .. 

I can smile when i take picture , i cannot smile when my lifes going . 

My fake smile , who can see ? T.T 

I always cried when i'm alone at home .. 

I'm almost collapsed T.T 

Without you , i can not be happy .

I drunk at the night ... 

I laught , I cry , I laught , I cry . 

Ming Zhao still think wants to slap me awake :(

Nobody get my feeling .

The next day , i'm still going to school ...

Whole body no energy , seems like wanna die !

When i can become happy and healthy ? 

Recently almost 1 day 1 meal only ;( 

No appetite .......

HELP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

I will try to be happy , friend's don't be worry me .

I have always been a happy fruits ^^

I ♥ U

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